It's been quite a while and yes i have been really busy.
7 days per week,i give tuitions,lessons in school and sometimes i squeeze in that $40/hr part time job into my schedule.
I'm so worn out,it's even hard to find some time to eat during work without thinking about the endless lesson planning and activities that i have yet to complete.
Sitting at my table, I'll stare at the panel in front of me and try to give myself a mental breakdown of the time and finish eating within 10 minutes, drink some tea and go back to work.
It's so crazy and i foresee many more hectic days before the monkeys end their exam.
As ironic as this may sound, I actually do enjoy my job.
The fact that i'm working with a bunch of innocent and cute children makes me really satisfied. I don't have to worry that my face is dripping of sweat in the middle of the class( yes it do happens because i'm such a cow that sweats so bad easily) , I can apologise over careless mistakes and the class will forgive and forget about them and well, I'm starting to think that bossing people around feels...different.In a good way haha :)
All the time taken up for work leaves me with no worries and i love the feeling of being so independent.
Short bus rides to school, I'll make sure i plug in some music and go through my social network.
After school, I would try to fit in some exercise and have chinese spring rolls for dinner.
When the night falls,i would read a book until my eyelids start to weigh and i'll go to sleep.
Sometimes,i wonder if people would look at me as weird.
I catch movies alone, I rather shop alone , I rather eat alone at times , I love walking long distances alone in the night or when the sun is down and i just realised my hobby is really just exercising alone and reading.(maybe singing too)
I definitely enjoy moments when i would hang out with friends but i don't think of it as a necessity or a priority.
At times when i know that some of my friends contact me because they need me to accompany them to do something or ask me out just because their partner isn't available, it kind of pisses me off because i don't know if they genuinely enjoy my companion or am i just someone whom they see as a lonely soul who would be most likely easier to spend time with them.
The point of this post boils down to nothing and there's no #ootd or any pretty food pictures.
I think my blog is starting to age like me :)
Well,have a great week amigos.
7 days per week,i give tuitions,lessons in school and sometimes i squeeze in that $40/hr part time job into my schedule.
I'm so worn out,it's even hard to find some time to eat during work without thinking about the endless lesson planning and activities that i have yet to complete.
Sitting at my table, I'll stare at the panel in front of me and try to give myself a mental breakdown of the time and finish eating within 10 minutes, drink some tea and go back to work.
It's so crazy and i foresee many more hectic days before the monkeys end their exam.
As ironic as this may sound, I actually do enjoy my job.
The fact that i'm working with a bunch of innocent and cute children makes me really satisfied. I don't have to worry that my face is dripping of sweat in the middle of the class( yes it do happens because i'm such a cow that sweats so bad easily) , I can apologise over careless mistakes and the class will forgive and forget about them and well, I'm starting to think that bossing people around feels...different.In a good way haha :)
All the time taken up for work leaves me with no worries and i love the feeling of being so independent.
Short bus rides to school, I'll make sure i plug in some music and go through my social network.
After school, I would try to fit in some exercise and have chinese spring rolls for dinner.
When the night falls,i would read a book until my eyelids start to weigh and i'll go to sleep.
Sometimes,i wonder if people would look at me as weird.
I catch movies alone, I rather shop alone , I rather eat alone at times , I love walking long distances alone in the night or when the sun is down and i just realised my hobby is really just exercising alone and reading.(maybe singing too)
I definitely enjoy moments when i would hang out with friends but i don't think of it as a necessity or a priority.
At times when i know that some of my friends contact me because they need me to accompany them to do something or ask me out just because their partner isn't available, it kind of pisses me off because i don't know if they genuinely enjoy my companion or am i just someone whom they see as a lonely soul who would be most likely easier to spend time with them.
The point of this post boils down to nothing and there's no #ootd or any pretty food pictures.
I think my blog is starting to age like me :)
Well,have a great week amigos.
You ain't weird. I envy your lifestyle. How I wished I could be you. I love your life, don't stop blogging :)
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Hey, I wish I could be like you too! At least you enjoy being alone and love it. I enjoy being alone but I can never stand how others might look at me :( have yet to pluck up the courage to catch a movie alone. I have to confess sometimes I do ask friends out simply for a companion. You inspired me!
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