At times,i have to admit that i'm not 100% proud of her,especially not when she's a traditional type of chinese mum who's forte is to love and nag.She isn't the kind of mum who would joke about relationships and be especially open minded towards things. She feels that an educated person is of more superior and a decent man who earns more $$ would make a better boyfriend.(i'll never agree on this)
Yet she's really a giving person which i really look up upon. She's never calculative towards my family and even strangers. Somehow, i grew up with her and taking in all this traits,i learn to be kind and forgiving when possible and to show humanity in every possible way.
She was never smart but really hardworking. Until this day,she still pester me to teach her computer skills..(i am very impatient towards people i'm comfortable with) and one thing i really,really admire her is how strong she is.
Through my years,i barley seen her crying. She almost never cry even when she's looked down upon by her colleagues, on days when she's exhausted from work and the last time she cried..was because i was late from home after drinking.
No one knows how much we have been through,i don't think it's going to be tough anymore because i'v grown stronger. Financially stronger, physically stronger and mentally stronger.
May her health remain stronger and our love to grow stronger.
Today was good and please god,blessed us with many more years to go on.
Because i dont think i'll be strong anymore if i lose her one day.
stay strong and always!
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