December 2012

 Another round of Tze char with this bunch of friends who are such great companions.
Ended of with a round of pool and an emotional farewell because Darren had to go for service!

Social night with Pj!Such a pleasure to be invited to be his date. There was extremely amusing games, confessions and we even had to get off our seats to do a mass dance together :)

 Lunch dates with Winandar @veganburg and my colleague @wildhoney!

Lastly, it was down to a farewell dinner for Christina.
Who ever thought that after 6 years of life-changing situations, would only bring us closer to one another?

This bunch of people had been with me through thick and thins (literally) They seen the weakest sight of me, they laughed through my epic moments(when i had toe cramps and had to drop down to the floor crying), they was always by my side even when i was so busy that i couldn't organise any events, they never missed any of my birthday ( it just gets better!) and I THINK WE ARE TRULY AMAZING TO ALWAYS MAKE OURSELVES DINNER AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN EVEN WHEN IT'S SO TROUBLESOME TO PREPARE AND CLEAN UP THE WHOLE AREA.

If 6 years can't pull us apart, bring on 60 years :)




This month has been magical.
For everyone who played a part in it, thank you.
And tonight,i will be flying off to Korea with my family for another 8 days before everything comes to an end.
Have a blessed Christmas' dear readers ^.^

Dedication x Dedication x Dedication

"Hot sun, chocolate peanut butter cake, egg's royale, picture-perfect moments, beautiful hand-drawn birthday card, small jokes,big wedding and another shopping trip."
Thanks cousin. There's so many endless possibilities before us,and I know I'll definitely be there for you.

'"Cranberry,ham and cheese bun with two pocky 'candles' cake"

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My birthday gift,

"TOO FACED PALETTE!!!"

"For those who cares, didn't care and those who don't seem to care, cared the most."
Don't think i can ever forget the lovely times we had gossiping and eating the best seafood at bintan, singing adele's song in the car, playing ball games and that unfateful snorkelling session.
All the cycling trips, fyp sorrows and internship's complaints.
We have been through so much.
Thanks for making such awesome companions.
Couldn't expect better from a class of nerds and a course that sucked  ;)

 And to the girl who tried to pack my bag for me to hide the surprise, who spent the effort printing the photos and picking out a dessert cultery set for me.
The girl who always never fail to make me laugh at her silly actions, the girl who understands my jokes, the girl who makes me feel really comfortable teasing with and to the girl whom i never had a chance to tell her how much i appreciate her.

Hey, you are amazing Mei Jun :)
For being such a true and sincere friend, easy-going and really a joy to be with.
You don't seems to have much sorrow and i know you are a strong woman(just really fickle minded and insecure)
Thanks for sticking by me even when i don't pick up my calls, even when i don't ask about your life and even when i didn't really console you when you were in a messed up relationship.

I promise you i will do better
xx

SO....I MET THEM

and i'm really not gonna go all fangirl and start changing my wallpaper,stalk them on facebook and praising their parents but they are seriously awesome and extremely humble musicians.

These are the two of my favourite among the rest,so save the thank you and have a good time listening :)

So you think you ain't cool?

Every single time you want to find an opportunity to bring yourself down,think.
Too many times i find girls around me(i'm guilty myself), constantly comparing themselves with that blogshop model, that big eyed girl with the huge boobs or maybe the thin girl with the long legs..We are constantly unsatisfied with what we having that often think that we are too far away from the 'ideal' image that we should look like. But seriously,what's ideal?

The girls whom you just seen in pictures are wearing pupils-enlarging contact lenses, they have eyeliner,lipsticks, mascara and even push-up bras to maintain their image.
Their thighs might be photo shopped, their skin-tone might even be adjusted with a touched of contrast through the G12..so what are we comparing?

Too often a time we are just too self-conscious that we tend to forget about what we ultimately want.Is it that  pair of comfortable jeans that have been left inside of the cupboard because it isn't body-hugging? Is it that piece of 600 calories cake that you fear to eat? Is it the weights at the gym room that you always wanted to try? Is it the confession you always wanted to make to a guy you never thought was in your league?

'You Only Live Once.' This phrase is so repetitively used by the 90's that it's almost becoming as annoying as  PSY's greatest hit but i have to agree that this cliché is as true as it sounds.
There are people who just die in their sleep, there are fatal car accidents that are taking place almost everyday and yes, there are people who leads a healthy lifestyle but is diagnosed with liver cancer.
Life's unpredictable.
Put on make-up if you think it gives you confidence. Go jogging and lose the weight even if your thigh jiggles and you feel like the entire neighbourhood is laughing at your figure(I'm pretty sure they will give you the second look after the third month when your clothes start to feel looser). Have the slice of 600 calories cake and shake to JLO's songs for 20 minutes(It's fucking worth it!!!) Dress up the way you always wanted,not the way your boyfriend wants you to. Praise generously.Laugh alot even if it kinda makes you look deformed.

Start off the new year by changing yourself.
No one is going to take you are beautiful unless you feel that you are.
Whenever you are about to tell the world that you are fat, stupid, slow or unworthy,hold back.
Work towards your confidence. No one is going to think you are awesome if you keep on degrading yourself.

I AM AWESOME HAHAHHAHAHAHA
AND SO ARE YOU :)

Two Zero

30 November 2012

Thank god for a bunch of fun-loving friends, i had a night of my life.

There was the girl who came out with games that involved her mother's bra,the game that was held on a bed for 2, the game which involved balls and some..thrusting and blowing. (no,not what you are thinking :) )

There was the boys who played guitar and gave us some major entertainment and definitely a good singing session.

Then, there was the boys who initiated the party, the ones who tried so hard to get me drunk and got me drunk.

And there was the shy boy who had some really fantastic music and a groovy set of...dance moves.

Most importantly, there was the girls who were there sober and trying to make sure that protecting me and  making sure i don't do anything silly.

It's a night that would be etched in my heart, a night that any amount of pictures would never justify, a night that i keeps me smiling red.A night that we should really remember, because no one ever seen that sight of me.

/1 December 2012

Blessed with another celebration after the first, i got a birthday lunch treat and an awesome singing session with my secondary clique.

6 years...This marks the 6th celebration i had with most of you.

Every year there are new people celebrating with me, different boyfriends from everyone, different venues, different cards,different presents, different purposes but our friendship never changes.

You guys did them all with me, belated,actual or advanced celebrations.

And they never did disappoint.

Turning 20 didn't make me feel older.
It makes me craving to know what's going to happen in the future, what are the possibilities of my career, what are the possibilities of  meeting even more new friends, what are the chances of me going travelling, when will it be the time when i can finally play a full song on the guitar, where my friends will be and the day when i will embrace a guy whom i can find joy being with.



Happy December guys
xx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

10 REASONS WHY I AM SO OVERWHELMED

1. WHEN DID GOOGLE LEARN HOW TO MAKE WISHES??

2. I HAD A FEAST LAST SATURDAY.AND NO DOUBT THIS WOULDN'T END HERE.

 

3.MY LOVELY COUSINS BAKED DELICIOUS RAINBOW CUPCAKES FOR ME( i swear the recipe is fucking complicated)

                         

4.I RECEIVED THIS HAND-DRAWN HUGE ANIME GREETINGS FROM MY YOUNGER COUSIN. .(I can't even draw it half her standard.)

5.MY MUM TOOK HALF A DAY OFF WORK JUST TO ACCOMPANY ME ALL THE WAY DOWN TO PASIR RIS AND TO GO BACK TO JURONG EAST BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT ME TO BE LONELY :(

How damn sweet?????

6. Well, i should go easy on the caps.

OKAY After 5 Months of applications...the tuition agency finally decided to give me the YES YES YES

I GOT MYSELF A NEW INCOME!!!

7.INCIDENTALLY,MY YEAR END BONUS CAME EARLY..WHICH MEANS I GOT MORE MONEY(to spend.DUHHHHHHHH.)

8.  My phone is having a bad time. There's notification everywhere :)

9.

JUST Can't believe i look cuter every year.

10. BECAUSE TODAY I WILL BE DOTED LIKE A PRINCESS. At least that's how i feel it would be,and that's more than enough.

Happy birthday to me.

I'm thankful for being able to have another fruitful year.

Cheers

*ice mountain*

NOVEMBER

Can't help but to be thankful because I suppose my birthday present came early this year.

This month has been so good, i almost wished 30th doesn't have to come by so soon.

         

I never knew 4 months would end on such a happy note. From unknown strangers, they became my leaders,  my confidants, my supporters, my inspirations and most importantly,my friends.
I know it's still too early to say that i'm confident that i'll stay in this field for a very long time but i'm fortunate for now.
To be blessed with a non-political working environment, an office that is always filled with laughters and teasings, a flexible timetable, a huge desk that no one will intrude and my best friend seated right in front of me  .. it really makes my working days so much easier to handle.

My mum has been really kind on me too. I have been breaking my curfew religiously getting on her nerves so bad but i know she has been really tolerant.
Hanging out with the guys and chatting till 4a.m. in the morning, going drinking with my clique, hanging out with them for supper @swee choon and just yesterday midnight singing at teo heng...
She tries her best to stay awake unless i'm home safe and even though i can't fathom the reason behind why she is so worried, i think i know.
This amazing woman, I can't never do enough to repay her love.

These days, i have been thinking.My life isn't as exciting as those famous bloggers nor am I rich enough to afford a balenciaga hangbag every month. I'm not skinny, I'm not popular, I don't party, mix with the 'in' crowd, seek fame and i'm well, single... but I have never been happier.
Just spending time learning the guitar with jing xuan and amanda, joking about the days when we did silly things when we were much younger with my clique, laughing about my previous relationships with the girls and just..being myself with everyone.
I think that's a good feeling that can never be bought.

Who needs all that free sponsors, necessary attention and huge birthday parties?(Ok,i'm lying about the first opinion)

           

 

I don't.