Lately

"Most girls these days want to be independent and truth is, some already are even more capable than a lot of guys.. but I reckon no matter how capable a girl is on her own, if one day she meets the man who actually makes her feel like she can trust and depend on him not because she needs to but because she can and wants to.. things might be a little different for the better."

When you delivered Macdonald's to my house at 8 a.m in the morning for my Mum and I like no one ever did.

When you hugged me from the back at the train station on a lovely friday evening.

When we laughed at the super silly incidents that happened years backs.(And you were so brother back then.hahaha.)

When I realised we have been through so much stages in our life.

When I know you are proud of me sharing with me all the people around you.

When you stayed up till 3a.m to do a POP-UP card for me because you were guilty HAHAHAHA

When I always have sweaty palms and you haven't complained(NOTE:HAVEN'T)

When you are so encouraging.

When you are even more positive than me.( And charm me with your 'LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST' quotes hahaha)

When tired days end with a 'how was your day?'

When I whine like a kid on the phone because i don't want to hang up.

When you hold me with your fat fingers.

When I am embarrassed typing so much cheesy moments naturally.

Because deep inside of me, I'm afraid everything would just evaporate and all that's left would be just that dull,painful ache which I'm all too familiar with.

But maybe one year later, or two years later, when I look back at us, I know I'll be thankful for this friendship.....or relationship.

Thoughts

Pure exhaustion is hitting me and I'm seriously whacked. 

These few weeks has been insane and just like every other girls who just got into a relationship, i can't help but to admit that my phone is suffering quite badly from the depleting battery life and 
cheesy text messages haha

Even then, I don't think that's the reason why i abandoned you. I guess when you are too busy, it's hard to find inspirations and it's easier to lose motivation to type.

Well, I have been good. My inner soul is not complaining and my days have been very well-spent.

Kickboxing lessons on Monday, Chill a little on Tuesday, Wednesdays are for my morning swims and family dinner, Thursday for yoga lesson and Weekends are always spend with my love ones.

It's seldom that I find myself worthless or pathetic, It's usually that I find my life fulfilling and interesting.

And, it's all self-inspired. You wouldn't realised you like being active until you start somewhere, you wouldn't  realised that you are a runner until you ran a 5km, you wouldn't realise that you are useful and precious to people until you start giving love. 

Recently, I have been reading so many unhappiness over my social channels and I dislike how I'm easily influenced. Yes, the social network is for people to connect and get in touch with one another's personal life. However, it's also easily misused by people who would purposely write about how they behave to gain attention and concern from their followers...

If you are not even willing to take a step change your current mindset and lifestyle, then stop preaching because trust me, the concern that you are receiving would be put to waste.

'Be happy with the little that you have.

There are people with nothing that still manage to smile. 

If you have nothing to be grateful for, check your pulse.'

 Something cute that i picked up from the web and found it really inspiring.
I'm going to be that mother one day and I'm going to be that teacher who teaches English and Math but also teaches love and living.

That one person.

It’s when you finally realize this one person is someone you can always and want to tell everything to, and you want to ask and know everything of him or her as well.

It’s when you actually want to share your life and trust your secrets with this person; and you can.

This someone is the first person you think of when you’re happy, sad or when something significant happens. 

This same person is someone you can call at 1am in the morning and they’d drop everything to make time for you, staying by you till the sun rises or you’re better again - as you would for him or her as well. 

This person cares and will listen. 

Will really listen, giving you their undivided attention and genuine love; not necessarily every time but any time you need him or her. 

This one person makes your problem their problem and they go through it together with you just so you don’t have to go through the pain and tears alone,”

“You see, the soul aspect...is when you start to see and want to share the rest of your life with this one other. 

And not in a clingy “I can’t live without you” way, but in a way that I can still live my life without you as I have before I met you, but now that you’ve come to exist in my life, I see the possibility of a life with you and now I actually want to make decisions and live a life, continuing to create more moments and memories together with you”.

-an extract from 

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=509168382468806&set=a.376721469046832.100117.100001269463487&type=1&theater

Love it. Read on if you have the time.