Saturday, August 11, 2012

FROM INSTAGRAM

@nazfilm: Haruki Murakami
-"Once you pass a certain age,life becomes nothing more than a process of continual loss.Things that are important to your life begin to slip out of grasp,one after another,like a comb losing teeth.And the only things that come to take their place are worthless imitations.
Your physical strength,your hopes,your dreams,your ideals, your convictions, all meaning, or, then again, the people you love: one by one, they fade away.
Some announce their departure before they leave,while others just disappear all of a sudden without warning one day.And once you lose them you can never get them back. Your search for replacements never goes well.It's all very painful-as painful as actually being cut with a knife."

Well,i just ended my phone call with Amanda and dear,i know you are reading.I apologise.I apologise because i couldn't bring myself to give you damn good advices.I'm worried,worried that you would be hurt like how i am now.I'm so negative to relationships,i don't know when i'll be fully convinced that someone will actually care for me for a very very long time.I want you to be happy,so please be. Infatuation don't come by easily and it's always the sweetest.

It's just random that i happened to go through this post on instagram which make me extremely overwhelmed.I can never understand. I can never understand how humans can come and go within the shortest span of time. I can never understand how easy it is for humans to-
I don't know how to continue anymore now but i can never understand why am so easily attached.I'm not trying to forget,and i think that makes it easier.
I can afford to still dream,yes?

The cold text sinks so deep down that i can feel my toes freezing

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