It's almost two years since i had a real relationship and i think i'm beginning to forget how i feels like to be in love.To cry over silly tiffs,to share kisses under the block and to feel like spending all your time baking for a guy i'm crazy over.The drama just reminded me how i used to cry every night aching for a love that was never meant to mine,to come out with thousand excuses to win back a guy that forgot about our one year anniversary and to actually have thoughts of building a family.
Now that i'm much older,i'm being to feel that i might never ever get to feel that special ever again.Would i still do silly things like hiding behind the letterbox kissing a guy because i couldn't bear to let him go home?Would i still smile to myself in bed?Would i still sing cheesy songs and cry myself in bed?
....that first love.My first relationship.The feelings will never be replaced.
Now that i'm much older,i'm being to feel that i might never ever get to feel that special ever again.Would i still do silly things like hiding behind the letterbox kissing a guy because i couldn't bear to let him go home?Would i still smile to myself in bed?Would i still sing cheesy songs and cry myself in bed?
....that first love.My first relationship.The feelings will never be replaced.
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